Why
Again I am lost….I found a very beautiful piece of poetry tonight(actually I wrote one myself..but won’t post it). So here is the one I found. It’s by Shannon from one of my favourite sites(best-love-poems.com).
Baby everytime you pick my heart up,
it seems like you crush it in your hands.
You were the rock upon which I stood.
But now you’ve left,
so here I go again on my own…
You were my only dream,
I swore my dream came true,
you said yours did too.
Baby can you tell me what happened?
You tore my heart,
you broke me for life.
When you took the last chip of my heart,
It hurt so bad,
but I chose not to tell you.
Please don’t come back,
please stay away.
Its been to long ago,
and I still remember every second.
I’m so over you now.
Baby I could act like nothing ever happened.
But everytime I talk to you..
It all falls apart.
I’m lost in confusion,
and slowly letting go…
Strangely I feel nearly in the same way…with the only difference, that I want the one I miss to come back…but when I think of this, I understand that I should just listen to the famous song – “Why Does it Always Rain on me”.
P.S: And yet, I always find something funny in everything. So here is one good sketch:
BECAUSE WE CAN’T HAVE EVERYTHING WE WANT… ONLY KIDS BELIEVE THAT WHATEVER THEY SEE MUST BE THEIRS
UNFORTUNATELY, LIFE IS NOT SO SIMPLE. MOST OF ALL, EMOTIONS (OR THE THINGS WE THINK WE FEEL) ARE IRRELEVANT SINCE WE CREATE THEM THE WAY WE WANT – IGNORING THE TRUTH.
Yeah, exactly – we’re not kids. That’s why we do not think that everything that we see must be ours. We want just one thing and devote our lives to the idea of reaching it. And everything matters, as someone said. Especially the feelings because they are the thing that make us different from the stones (for example).
As Offspring sing –
“Have you ever been at someplace
Recognizing everybody‘s face
Until you realized that there was no one there you knew
Well I know ”
If you’ve been – you’ll know how the feelings work on people…
What is that ONE thing? And is it worth the devotion? I think it is not… for everybody can suppress his or her emotions, or at least curb them to a rational level. Obsession is not only useless but also dangerous. Keep going if you really think you deserve it.
It is worth it, but I already supress my feelings:)